Is it just me or is 2010 flying by without me even noticing? I am one of those people that NEEDS to slow down and smell the roses. I have actually been pretty angry with myself lately for not enjoying life more. I use law school as an excuse all the time (and trust me it is a pretty darn good excuse), but law school is NOT my life. In 20 years my life may have absolutely nothing to do with practicing law and I don’t want to look back wishing I had done all these things or enjoyed where I am right now in life.
That being said, I don’t want to fail out of law school either! I will straight up admit that I don’t get straight As in law school, which was really hard to accept when I had only gotten 2 B’s my entire life until this point. But I am glad. I don’t want my life to be nothing but work, those people aren’t happy, they burn out, and in the field of law there are many horror stories of addictions and falls from grace.
I need to work on my life balance. These are the things that are important to me (in no particular order): School, Husband, Dog, Running, Friends, Developing Life outside of Work/School, blogging. Right now I wake up, blog quickly, try to hit the gym (usually doesn’t happen), work on reading, go to class, come home, usually get in the workout I missed, and do homework until it is time for bed. I need to spend more time with my husband and our dog (my little family), I need to spend time being young and going out with friends, enjoying the things that Houston has to offer (even though it isn’t a lot), and I need to find time for myself. To give you a little glimpse of how long it has been since I have actually done something for myself: I haven’t had my nails painted in well over year because I feel I shouldn’t waste time doing that when I have reading to do!
Anyway all my ranting is just me being angry that I don’t have a life or more fun. I fear that I am wasting my youth (this girl is a young 23) and missing out on life around me.
Do you “stop and smell the roses”? Do you ever feel like you’re missing out on life? If not, give me some tips on how I can have more fun and enjoy my time now
Okay, enough ranting. Food time:
Hump Day’s lunch was yogurt topped with blueberries and Kashi, sandwich thin with Laughing Cow and jam (a little smidge of AB too)!. Unpictured snacks included some white cheddar rice cakes and an apple.
Dinner was packed up so we could watch the game with fellow Purdue Alum across the street. I packed a salad and half a tortilla stuffed with hummus and mushrooms
Dessert (unpictured) was hot chocolate with whipped cream and one of my Godiva truffles. I think the hubby has eaten more the my Valentine’s gift than I have- the box is halfway gone!
Workout: Wednesday morning I got up and did 10 mins on treadmill (ouch my leg hurt!) and then 30 minutes of strength moves! After the hubby got home from work we did a very slow 3.5 mile jog.
Thursday: Woke up, briefed my cases as fast as possible while enjoying this big bowl of cereal:
1 cup Special K Vanilla Almond, 1/2 cup Kashi, blueberries and banana. So good! I also sprinkled a little vanilla protein powder on because I think I need to add a little extra with my new training program. (Soon to debut my training schedule)
I also got to use my lunch gear again! Makes lunch much better I think:
Excuse the phone photo, didn’t have time to photograph before leaving. Today included a AB and banana sandwich with a bag of apple slices and side of greek yogurt with blueberries and banana.